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Wishes...
To go skating Go on a parachute Travel to see Taj Mahal especially Get a Koala Bear as a pet Catch and lock up colourful butterflies Travel around the world Own a small car for myself Fulfill all my wishes and parents Bungee Jumping Whisper...
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
Took a test.
The results are reaching the level of accuracy though. Hmm... You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Been enjoying every minute of attachment. The people there really brighten up my days. Music is always on. This is what is meant by a "cool" lab. And indeed, it is. My colleogues are just LOVES. It was a challenging day for me. Did so much of stuff and learnt more new stuff too. The supervisor came to me and told me by the end of my attachment, i have to do 200 slides of staining within 10 minutes. I was a little startled for a moment and then realised that he was just kidding. How dumb can i get. I was dragged for lunch literally by the profuse compellings by Marta and Deepa. For the first time, i sat at the staff corner and on the other end beside me, Mr.Subra and Dr.Phoon were in eye-contact with me for a while. For a moment, i thought Phoon was gona come and chase me off to the students dining area. He looked at me with the rest of us and just nodded his head. A stupid return reaction. I felt like family with them. There were Albert, Marta,Deepa,Jie Wei,Fu Sheng and Andy and myself. It was Deepa's day today,totally. She kept on teasing me till the end of the day. And i witnessed her telling Fredilich and Arman not to tease me yesterday. Probably,cause the entire today was in her hands. I couldn't hit back cause i was really busy and was feeling too exhausted. The funniest part was that she was telling us that sometimes, she has the tendency to even forget that shes even married! Cause the husband is in India and she is a PR here. OMG. I laughed my ass off! And there goes Armando, forever lulling my name whenever i cross him and he sure would have fed me coffee if not for my escape.I don't drink coffee.
I just love working. Its so full of life!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Work was super tiring as usual and Marta was dragging me for lunch with much persuation. But i had to turn down her offer as i really wanted to complete what i'm suppose to do so that i'm just left with the microscopy work of Algae tomorrow. I need a whole day to do that. I burnt my hands a thousand times today even with the aid of worn goves. That shows the poor quality the company or rather the school orders for. I was literally standing the whole day. Preparing another medium called ES and performing dilutions for 17 samples, total consisting of 68 tubes for 34 plates. And while i was performing my experiment, Deepa came in and wanted to borrow the vortex machine as pathetically, there was only one and she was in the other room. She convinced me somehow with her sweet talks and carried all my stuff to the other lab. A million thanks to Jia Wei for helping me with the washing out of the 68 test tubes. Rushed off to tuition when i bumped into Osh and she was being a good company throughout the journey.
Praveen was being such a darling today and i never had to scold him or whatsoever. Totally exhausted. Back to work tomorrow. Have a swell day ahead people.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Attachment is driving me to baldness. Life is going on a monotonous trail. Being an early bird, going to work,the huge workload awaiting my arrival, stressing me and getting back home late. I've never left home early except for on the first day on work. First day, went to meet Mr. Subra in the morning as there were errors in the indemnity form to be submitted to the Supervisor. I was waiting outside the lab/office where no one seemed to be coming out and so, i decided to call. I kept dialling the number and it was repeating the same old thing that the number was an incorrect one and i felt like murdering Mr. Subra for giving me the wrong information. Somehow, bumped into 2 of them and they welcomed me in and made me sit there for about half an hour. After filling them in with details, supervisor came and he introduced me to each and every one of them. The company is full of philiphinos. Theres a lady called Marta and a guy called Albert and some others. Inclusive of 3 guys from NTU who have come to do their FYP. The workplace looks like a aquarium farm, everywhere containers containing seawater, full of chemicals and reagents around, aquarium tanks of prawns being fed on algae, and also the various kind of food to be fed to the goldfish are mostly seen. Currently, they are researching on marine life. My area of work is very small and i have to compromise with the aseptic techniques. First day only, mountainous tasks were placed on my shoulder. Now i know what is meant by "R&D is tedious, but fun". I was told that i'm given to work on the project of the Isolation of Marine Bacteria from Mangrove. My first reaction was like okay... First day: -Prepared 3 flasks of Marine Agar Medium -Transferred one flask of MA medium into 40 test tubes and slant them -Prepared 51 test tubes of 9.9ml each and 17 tubes of 9ml each All sent to be autoclaved later on. The next day was School's day i reckon as the others were saying,and all the labs upstairs were locked and most of the tasks given to me could not be done as the need of the biohoods were deprived. I didn't know our school celebrates its birthday and everyone is given to be on leave. Interesting. 2nd day: - Collected 12 samples of algae and transferred them onto slides to be viewed under microscope and captured photographs of them to be identified and classified This was the most tedious job compared to the preparation of the mediums etc. Though there were some differentiation amongst them, it was really difficult to squint my eyes through the microscope and identify and classify them to the atlas of algae i have. To finish 3 samples, i took a whole day to finish them. I was stressed and frustrated to a point till tears filled up in my eyes. This wasn't what i expected totally. Its the total otherwise. And i got to complete them by Friday as it has to be sent to some Uni. I myself can't even trust my own work cause i'm so inexperienced and they believe in me so much till they don't even wana double check my work and that means that i have got to do quality work and not some rubbish. 3rd day: - Prepared BG 11 medium - Took out my MA medium, boiled them and transferred 17ml of them each into 35 plates in the hood And i have to do it quickly maintaining my aseptic techniques as the agar might solidify. Preparing the BG 11 medium was a total nightmare. Initially, i thought i just have to make a litre of them following the recipe and that the reagents were all there. Dreams proved bullshit. It was nothing like that, i had to compute each and every reagent to how much i need them for 250ml, 50ml and some reagents were 7 times hydrated whereas the reagent up there was only 1 time hydrated. So i have to take the molecular weight and do some computations of them. Nothing seems to be easy. The 3 guys Fu Sheng, Jia Wei and Andy were such LOVES that they really gave me a hand and taught me one by one on how each and every thing is done and made sure i understood them. I guess i've to get the hang of it probably. Have been skipping lunch these 3 days as i've insufficient time to complete all the tasks. And this Jia wei was being an ass and kept going around telling i was fasting. And Marta went telling me not to collaspe and Albert, asking me to sit steadily on the chair.Theres this another man, God knows his name, he's working on the other side, the admin side mostly and whenever i appear there to collect the small sized gloves, he'd lull my name in some kind of tone. WEIRD. And today, i clarified with most of them even the 3 guys, Marta and that funny guy that i was a total,pure indian. They have been thinking i was a Malay all the while and that reasoned why even the admin malay lady kept communicating with me in Malay and my replies were in English. I don't think i possess any traits of a Malay person. Perhaps, quite understandable. I am waiting in deep desperation for the weekends. Need to destress myself totally. Back to aquarium farm tomorrow.
Friday, March 6, 2009
![]() Have been very much held back by workstuff and i miss blogging.
Lately, hm.. firstly, went to send off Durga, had a visit to her place. Her place is sooo ulu and i had a difficult time getting to her place. Mrt, and then the bus took forever to come and it was pouring like nobody's business. Tried my best not to get wet. We went browsing for some video clips on the net, but the search returned back otherwise till we felt disgusted. Lunched there and that lazy bum didn't even let me wash the plate and neither did she, she wanted to wait. She's the all men awaiting/wanting/hunting housewife-to-be. A prospective one. Went over to grandma's place to see my darling who has started to be on her feet. And the other two naughty monkeys who seriously had a big hold of me that day, their mischief revealed immensely only when i'm there. Jumping here and there, onto me and making a fool out of me, calling me names and all. Such lovely brats btw-yea, very contradicting. Attachment is starting soon, which is on Monday! And i'm really not in the mood or prepared to have a taste of worklife. Out of the whole cohort, i really have no idea why Subra had to choose me and another chinese girl to be at Bionova Int. Pvt.Ltd. I've got to get down at yck again! But as a blessing in disguise, im working on R&D which many didn't get. Just count it a blessing. And another beautiful piece of news i got was having my supervisor as Ms. Cherin Tan. Only God knows how much I love her! Shes just LOVE. And 3 months without my woman!! I'm so gona miss her and make full use of the LOCKER!
Monday, February 16, 2009
1 down and 6 more to go. God, i really can't wait for this to end. I'll be at the top of the world once this is finally OVER. It will seem like somewhat a BIG mission i've completed successfully. Set alarm at 5 to get up and revise everything once again. But couldn't. Left home at 6.30 and reached school at 7.30 and bumped into Anwar at Mac. He just wouldn't let me study. That drama mama was talking non-stop, not forgetting, the wonderful expressions that accompanies him with his talking. I was telling him to shut up and study, but he just wouldnt listen. And he kept distracting me by ogling and commenting on girls who showed their entry to Mac. I complimented that he would make up to be a very good entertainer for his wife cause she will never get bored with him beside. He's a FM radio. Well, Medical Microbio today was do-able. Durga couldn't make it as she was down with so much of
sickness-ES. Wouldn't say it was easy, but it was fine. Everything i studied came out. But some minor parts were like i've never seen in my life before. I finished the paper within an hour already and was too tired to get off my seat and leave. Was simply glaring at each and everyone around me and the teachers. Left at 10.30 finally when i turned around to see that 3/4 of them have left. First paper, good ending. I hope this continues man. DURRRDA, i miss you!! Wish you a speedy recovery. And Happy 45th/46th Birthday to my Dad! Getting very old!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Woke up really late today and prepared myself to go for tuition, after 2 weeks.
Went over for tuition, he was already seen very lethargic, lying and lazing around on the sofa. Pitied him also. He seriously didn't study today at all, his concentration wasn't books at all. He was writing down all the numbers i taught him and started pouring into tears when his grandmum chided at him for his laziness and not wanting to do anything and even,caned him. Omg. He then started to cry and went over to his room and kept saying he doesn't friend me. I don't know how i myself got involved in this that he doesn't want to friend me. Somehow, pacified him,consoled him and he sat beside me and was sharing with me his lifestory as a Primary 1 kid. Time was just flying and we left the home together to fetch Naveen and myself, home. I was climbing the stairs with so many thoughts in my mind that i banged my knee onto the stupid railing which left a bluish black mark and it wonderfully hurts!
Friday, January 30, 2009
Med Micro and Immuno project is finally off my shelf. Left hanging is one single more.
Done it and hope we've done more than enough justice to it. We did a good job, i think. Thinking about the times we were so confused about grouping with one another, procrastinating the work like nobody's business and now, finally getting it done and over with. I feel so relieved. I stammered here and there and was of a loss for words,seriously. I calmed myself a little for a few seconds and was trying to catch the express train. Cause we were not suppose to exceed 12 minutes, if so 50% is gone. We were feeling shit worried for that, seriously. This weiling, was so not even confident, always asking me if we could do it, if we would score well and stuff. Of course man!!! Okay, finally its done and i'm super tired, energy all has waned. Credits to: Durda, Weiling, Desiree, Julia, Shi Min and of course, myself for the good job perfomed.!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
MARKETING PROJECT The pic (above) is just too good, credits to Azmah((: For the whole project: Durda, Azmah, Hakimah and myself ![]() PROTEIN TECH PROJECT. A model of our protein (2DRI) The hard work after camping in school. Credits to: Durda and myself ((: Remarks: Excellent All the projects are gona be over soon EXCEPT for PBL assignment. I'm kind of feeling quite relieved,but not when the though arrives alarming me that exam starts on Feb 16 for me!! 2 weeks only more to go..im so dead! I'm trying my very best to complete everything and set myself to intense mugging for the rest of the papers. And i'll be sitting for 7 beautiful papers! Not just 1 or 2. Its freaking 7!! Wish me and Durga good luck! Anyway, i hope all the hard work for all my assignments and projects are paid off well. PRESENTING OUR MED MICRO AND IMMUNOLOGY PROJECT TOMORROW!!! QUAKING IN MY BOOTS ALREADY!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Literally slacking at home the whole day, with all the kith and kin.
Initially, there were plans made. Either to catch a movie with my sisters and cousin sisters and then over to my cha cha's place. Or the other way round. Everything was messed up in the end and the whole plan was cancelled or i don't know, probably postponed. Slacking, being a potato couch. Sisters were in my room watching Villu while i joined them for a while, got disinterested and went to bury myself into "A Thousand Splendid Suns." Till yesterday, the story kept on going with a lot of incidents, a good flow.As i was reading it today,the story kind of became mundane and there were so much of unnecessary,draggy parts. Which i really found it to be so insignificant, played no connection to the story. Kept it away. Everyone was asleep in the evening and i got up to have my tea-break. And met a really special person in my life, at night.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Too many things have just happened in a long time.
Just have been either too lazy, stressed or too tired to update. Celebrated Mohd Noor's 4th bdae, Grandmother returned from India after her 3 month trip, i missed her!!! and also, grandfather returned from India and is going back after settling some of his formalitical stuff here. Religious classes have officially started last week and on the first day of class, i was super blur and was trying myself to fit into the class. Everything has faded off my mind after returning to class after some period of gap in between.Have lost the enthusiams perhaps. Amin's shifting soon. Have been very negligent to him lately due to the stress and workload i've been getting overwhelmed with, seriously. And hope he understands. He would. I'm seriously sitting on the edge of patience i have. I'm looking forward to the day to when everything is over and i need the carefree moments. Nothing to worry about. Somehow, got done and over with Protein Tech project with durda. Camping at school for hours till latest about 9 to get it done. Thanks to aravind for his help, his really LAME jokes and also, for the red-threaded/knitted pencil. Hard work was paid off in a way, teacher praised our work in a word of "Excellent!". How soothing that sounded right, durda.... 3 more projects down. Need sleep. Welcoming insomnia very soon.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Due to boredom and to kill time as well, was looking through facebook and completed 2 quizzes. I wonder how accurate it is...
Friday, January 9, 2009
Woke up early to go for tuition today at 11.
Tuition was okay, i felt. He was adamant for a while after getting bored over doing the repetitious stuff and somehow sweet-talked him and get back into books and writing again. Made him do some colouring and revised some old stuff with him. He fails to make me strict and stern to him by trying to curry favour me some BIG time! And had been addressing me by my name all the way today, that little brat! Lunched there and was watching the 3 brothers playing the merry-go-round thingy. I was talking to their maid that even i couldn't remember being this affectionate to my sibs. Haha. And stupidly, i was forced to be in their merry go round. And all of a sudden, i don't know why, each kept saying they friend me and stuff and hug me, flattering me big time also. I was asking them what were they up to. Accompanied pravin and the grandma to send Naveen to school and returned home. Watched my Love Blossoms, pretty long. 2 hours. But i was kept seated to my couch. Just started with my Protein Tech Assignment, paired with the usual. Alvin's helping me in my confusions. How sweet. And i asked my dearest Durda to come online to do this together, shes not here yet! Started off at 10, time's 2 and am still at ques 5! |